This is kinda horrible too; he posted this last week: http://www.fiveeightforums.com/woul...awake-t53116/index.html?p=1171965#post1171965 This is really upsetting
Jesus.....I just feel hollow inside. Goodbye Mark. Your mind and wit made the forum and the world a more interesting place.
Im not a serious poster. Most of my posts revolve around trying to stab an obscure and relevant meme into the discussion or just attempting to disgust and/or amaze the other posters, failing most of the time. I truly embrace the spirit of the failtard. I do not take the internet seriously. So this bludgeoning fact is quite impacting to me. Man, me and vg used to loligolf for a good while. He was a decent player, never tried gimmicky stuff like tomas but got lots of pangyas. He also was prolly one of the only 5/8'ers who consistently played male characters (besides pmorn), going for scout and then max. In 5/8, he sounded resolute, confrontational and at times dogmatic, which probably led to disagreements from other posters. But in the game, he seemed like another person to me: a really chilled out and smart person, one you can dialogue about many things. We talked about science, teaching and university. It led my inquiring as to how to get into philosophy, since im not fond of long winded, convoluted text. He advised me to read a good english translation of "discourse on method" from Descartes. I will now treasure this recommendation fondly
this. fuck, im in tears. He had devoted so much of his life to academic ends, and was already making such a difference in people's lives. WHAT THE FUCK. One of the few devoutly religious I had the utmost respect for fuck this jesus christ
He helped me many times in my philosophy classes, as well as our digressions into personal life stuff...
My condolences. He came across as a very passionate, intelligent, and loving human being. Traits that I'm sure have and will shape those who knew him. It's just a ride. See you round the bend, Mark.
There is nothing that I could possiblly type here that can do one of the most respected members of our e-family justice. VG...... Mark..... I'm so sorry that this has happened to you. You've left your mark on so many people here. You were one of the most intelligent people that I have ever had the pleasure of getting to know over the years. The grief that has gripped this forum is nothing compared to what your loved ones must be going through, and have gone through over this past week. It is those people that I hope you watch over. Those are the people who will be in my thoughts and prayers. My personal regret is that I never told you how much I respected and admired you as a person. I feel that way about quite a few members here at five eight. I'll be sure to let them know as much, but not in this thread. Rest in peace Mark. To say that you'll be missed would be an understatement.
Listen to the tales and romanticize, How we'd follow the path of the hero. Boast about the day when the rivers overrun. How we rise to the height of our halo. Listen to the tales as we all rationalize Our way into the arms of the savior, Feigning all the trials and the tribulations; None of us have actually been there. Not like you. Ignorant siblings in the congregation Gather around spewing sympathy, Spare me. None of them can even hold a candle up to you. Blinded by choice, these hypocrites won't see. But, enough about the collective Judas. Who could deny you were the one who Illuminated your little piece of the divine? And this little light of mine, a gift you passed on to me; I'm gonna let it shine to guide you safely on your way, Your way home ... Oh, what are they going to do when the lights go down Without you to guide them all to Zion? What are they going to do when the rivers overrun Other than tremble incessantly? High is the way, but all eyes are upon the ground. You were the light and the way they'll only read about. I only pray, Heaven knows when to lift you out. Ten thousand days in the fire is long enough; You're going home. You're the only one who can hold your head up high, Shake your fists at the gates saying: "I've come home now! Fetch me the spirit, the son, and the father. Tell them their pillar of faith has ascended. It's time now! My time now! Give me my, give me my wings!" You are the light and way that they will only read about. Set as I am in my ways and my arrogance, (With the) burden of proof tossed upon the believers. You were my witness, my eyes, my evidence, Judith Marie, unconditional one. Daylight dims leaving cold fluorescents. Difficult to see you in this light. Please forgive this bold suggestion, but Should you see your Maker's face tonight, Look Him in the eye, look Him in the eye, and tell Him: "I never lived a lie, never took a life, but surely saved one. Hallelujah, it's time for you to bring me home." RIP my friend
Definitely. Changing my user title, too. Edit: Although, if some find it offensive, i wont do it. I'll wait for others to agree.
He was just the kind of guy I could see myself clicking with/hanging out with in real life. This news is utterly awful...just so unfair
Dude, RIP. I hope your family get through this ok. Enjoy your infinite amounts of weed and King Crimson. I feel really fucking strange. Kinda numb, this is really surreal.
...... wtf.. this really fucking shocks me...wtf... he was one of the most intelligent guys on the internet...fuck... whom I hoped to learn more from....cause of his different view on things... damn I really don't know what to say.
fuck........ i still don't believe it. part of it is natural denial, part of it is my inherent skeptic personality, but it just feels so unreal (as it always does when someone i know is lost). i only knew him through the internet, but it's so strange to think that just a few weeks ago we were talking in irc, golfing, simullistening isis albums...... this is so dreamlike. rest in peace, mark......we miss you already.
I can't fucking believe it I know I haven't been here for so long, but I certanly know that he was one of the greatest posters in 5/8. Hasta luego Mark, descansa en paz.
Changing our avatar to his is our tribute, for now. We'll think of something more suitable. Antipop has informed me that if someone creates a banner honoring Mark, we'll put it up.
Oh, I never got to thank you for the advice 2 weeks ago. You really calmed me down and helped me get through that day - I'm not sure I let you know how much I appreciated it. Thanks.
a portion of all donations should go towards his family, too. i just listened to music for a nurse and started tearing up like crazy......fuck.
Since I joined here, which must be nearly a year ago now, I don't really think I've gotten to know many people. I've got a few of you guys on MSN and occasionally drop by the IRC chat but I still don't really know a lot of you. I browse here a lot more than I post, so naturally, I'd see VG post a lot. He struck me as a very intelligent and funny poster and I regret so much not talking to him and getting to know him. To his family, and his girlfriend who has delivered the news, I'm so sorry for your loss. Rest In Peace, Mark.
changed the avatar and the user title (for those you don't get the UT, read "The Sandman - Brief Lives")
Horrible news, he was a great person that contributed a lot to this community. It has always been pleasant to read his well thought and interesting messages all over those years. He will surely by missed by everyone. Rest in peace, Mark.
My condolonces. I can't believe this has happened; I've never been present for the death of any forum member before.
Fuck no. One of my favourite members and though I didn't know him personally I always respected and enjoyed reading his well-worded and backed up posts and opinions. Seemed like a great guy and I'm sorry we weren't more alike so I could know him better. That said I hope this is a well made joke although it doesn't look like his style. He will be missed.
This is really sad. I remember him from the former dtf.com. I will be thinking about his family tonight. GATHER ye rosebuds while ye may, Old time is still a-flying : And this same flower that smiles to-day To-morrow will be dying. The glorious lamp of heaven, the sun, The higher he's a-getting, The sooner will his race be run, And nearer he's to setting. That age is best which is the first, When youth and blood are warmer ; But being spent, the worse, and worst Times still succeed the former. Then be not coy, but use your time, And while ye may go marry : For having lost but once your prime You may for ever tarry.
Just want to give condolences to VG's girlfriend and his family. Also want to say that it's really good of you to post and tell us about this. Without VG's encouragement I doubt I would be studying philosophy right now. He really was a great person.
Yes, It's hard not to feel sorry for Mark, but maybe it's just me, I would want people celebrating my life, not feeling sorry. We can wallow in sorrow over what has been lost, or we can celebrate what has been gained by everyone that Mark's life touched. I've told everyone I know that when I die, I want "I'm Alright" - by Neil Zaza to be played at my funeral, and I know Mark is alright now too. I do however feel sorry for his family, to lose someone so close so early in life would be very difficult. Hopefully they can find peace in knowing that Mark will live in their hearts, and everyone's, forever.
